You know what's a complete trip? Looking back at your old SG blog entries. I forgot how long I've been kicking around on this site. It's definitely a good time filler.
I'm at one of those stages in my life where I'm not really sure if I'm more happy or more miserable than I've ever been. In the past year a lot of friends have changed their colors substantially, some in a very surprising fashion. It's always disappointing when people let you down. On the other hand, I've had a few diamonds in the rough who have come to the forefront and become the platonic loves of my life. Not to mention my amazing dog.
Maybe it's just that "somethings missing" feeling. I'm not sure what that something is though. I suppose the easy assumption is a love interest, but I'm not even sure if thats the case. I feel uncomfortable in my own skin. I'd like that to change. On the bright side, I'm back to my dark hair. Tried the blonde thing, hated it, moved on.
I'm at one of those stages in my life where I'm not really sure if I'm more happy or more miserable than I've ever been. In the past year a lot of friends have changed their colors substantially, some in a very surprising fashion. It's always disappointing when people let you down. On the other hand, I've had a few diamonds in the rough who have come to the forefront and become the platonic loves of my life. Not to mention my amazing dog.
Maybe it's just that "somethings missing" feeling. I'm not sure what that something is though. I suppose the easy assumption is a love interest, but I'm not even sure if thats the case. I feel uncomfortable in my own skin. I'd like that to change. On the bright side, I'm back to my dark hair. Tried the blonde thing, hated it, moved on.
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Don't let the friend thing get you down. It's surprising the people that come and go throughout a lifetime. I've lost contact or had falling outs with friends I though would be with me for the rest of my life and had what I thought were simply mere acquaintances turn into some of the most amazing friends I have ever had. Human nature and interaction is a strange and unpredictable thing.
I've made a few treks through my old journals over the years I've been on here and it's strange reading about the things I used to think and feel when I joined. My life has reshaped itself in such a dramatic way since joining it's almost like reading the events of a different person.