mistafest

they say that what stays in the dark will usually come to the light... I'll just stay in the shadows and keep my crush from your sight. keep my words from your ears and my heart from all the desires... my body from showing the pain that comes from lurking in this day of darkness...cringe at the thought of wanting to caress you as you rest... at the ideas of wanting to reach out and touch of what once was or of what could haves....being slapped by reality that never could or will never happen... just the pain or insignificant of being wanted by.... questionable mishap of being read and taken to heart...but taken none the less and tossed away like a piece of trash no wait like a child being born and thrown into a dumpster...that pain not to be endured by the strong at will or to be subdued by weak dominance...just a crush that stays in the shadow and remains in existence... being created from feeling that never should have or from an illusion of grandeur that is misread...it is what it is and to let go and let God but to stand in the light and watch the demise of a once crush hopes and the once crush dream does what its name is derives....you have to wonder what they say...what stays in the dark will usually come to the light...