well its been a while since ive writen anything. sadly there isnt much to update on. im ready to kill several people including my bio professor, my mother, my co-workers, and my boyfriend. i think im just stuck in this place right now that isnt really bad, but its not great. or interesting, or fun, or dramatic in anyway whether its good drama or bad drama. i need to do or go or meet new people things places, whatever! i cant stand in this place much longer without pulling my hair out. its numbingly plain. i can feel myself being sucked into a dull nothing life where i only go out on the weekends, eat breakfast at the same place every time with my boyfriend, sit on the computer and stare at nothing of consequence, watch stupid reality shows, eventually morph into the typical mindless robots i see walking around everyday. im not going to let this happen. i will move to some wierd country before i do that. but in the meantime i have to go pick up my car from the car fixer guys and go to work.
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