missybecca

I have been pretty down the last few days...
missing my friends...
and sunshine because he is working such long hours lately....
stressing....
about trying to find a job...
about having no money (which is worsened by my ex husband not keeping up with his payments to me)
about moving...
about the lawsuit....
and about school starting soon....
to top it all off my leg injury is acting up lately and the pain is just eating away at me.....

but today I am detirmined to get myself in a better mood....

after spending much of the morning apply to work(as I do most mornings)
I have decided to do all the things i enjoy...
I knitted for a while...
ate a yummy snack of cellery , peanutbutter and raisons...
did some yoga (dispite the pain from my leg)
and I have been blareing some friggen amazing Otis Redding for the past hour or so.

I plan on making a nice meal for Sunshine and I tonight and I am believeing tommorow will be a better day!