It's very rare that I feel I need to apologize for something I've said or done. But on the occasion that it does happen I have no problem tucking my tail and admitting I was wrong.
Recently, well let's just keep this short, I went bat shit crazy on someone. Looking back on my actions, it was definitely me who overreacted to a situation. So with that said I apologized. The part that sucks is sometimes that apology is not accepted, in this instance it most certainly is not, and in all honesty I don't blame him.
Yet still in my twisted little mind, and in the thousands of scenarios that I played out in my mind about how things would go, I had hopped for a better outcome.
I'm disappointed that the outcome was not what I hoped, but what I expected, but nothing I can do about it.... So moving on....