missv

This is a vent blog just need to get stuff off my chest. You have been warned!

I'm fucking sick and tired of being all positive and happy when no one fucking really cares anyway. I'm trying hard to keep myself together. Find a job, go to school, and deal with everything else in between. I thought this guy at school was really cute so here I have alittle crush. I tell my sister about him and it turns out she was married to his uncle 11 years ago and fucked the guy I think is cute out of revenge.

Wow isn't that great? I really could have gone without that information. I mean really.. I didn't need to know that.

Don't say you want to be a friend and when I call saying I have had a bit to much and don't know if I can make it home say sorry because your going to a bar. I was able to make it home in one piece thank God and I will try never to make that same mistake again. Or even ask them for help.

I did go out last night and there was a lot of cute guys and the one I thought was cute my friend goes up to him and he has a girlfriend. Wow what luck?

I'm just stressed and pissed.. so I'll just keep myself busy. Maybe this is just all the bad before it gets to the good. Ha! I still try to look at the bright things even when I'm pissed huh?