so i'm having one of those dangerously self-pitying nights in which i get nostalgic for a false past and start doing stupid shit like reading emails from ex boyfriends, and rationalizing out the reasons why they all weren't so bad after all, and contemplating "just saying hi." i think i am sometimes overcome by a need for instant gratification that takes over and annihilates any common sense.
but my hyper-self-awareness has kept me strong. mostly.
sigh.
but my hyper-self-awareness has kept me strong. mostly.
sigh.
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romeoreject:
Wow you are having one of those too? Jeez my depression is spreading. Keep cool I guess, do something you like or that makes you happy. Listen to me, the blind leading the blind eh? Oh well, I hope you cheer up.
oddwobbler:
powders 
We only have one friend that got too fucked up by them, he seems better now... Lik-m-sticks, pixiesticks, and Kool-aid are still my favorite from time to time, I HAVE been known to dabble...
We only have one friend that got too fucked up by them, he seems better now... Lik-m-sticks, pixiesticks, and Kool-aid are still my favorite from time to time, I HAVE been known to dabble...