misstea

marylins 'minute of decay' is in my head..

i've taken a risk and started to watch porn again-i hope it doesnt corrupt my mind too much!


my tat is healed and a part of me now..i promise i will post some pix when i get them in my hands..

instead of just black, theres a rainbow in my world..

i've got a far bit of spare time since i got fired and only getting one shift off my bar job..

ive got to move by the week-end..been looking at places and meeting ppl but no-where has really struck my fancy..

we all need self love in order not to become soley dependant on another..i opened my heart just a fraction and instantaneously arrows became imbededded..

i really miss cuddling up to someone through the night and in the morning..pillows just dont have the right bumps! and i hate teddy bears..

i've been abit down, but little things have happended that have picked me up..

i've been getting some nice but bizare compliments..e.g-i have a nice wiggle about my walk, comments on tat..blah blah..

no, not getting a big head, its just nice that some ppl take notice.. i used to hate compliments..like the suncreen songs says 'remember compliments u recieve forget the insluts-if u succeed in doing this tell me how'..