why is it that i find myself time after time waiting for guys to turn up or to make an effort? i constantly experience a cycle of hope-wait-dissapointment. where is my spring of hope cos it just keeps flowing. they mostly have the intentions to do what they plan, but sometimes simple things just aint that simple. i wish i could become angery in some circumstances alike but all that surfaces is dissapointment, time & time again. there must be some hope.
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