I think my first blog post is deserving of explaining myself.
When I first found pornography about 10 years ago, I stumbled across the Suicide Girls. I think I was totally inspired in that pre teen moment. I realized it WAS super cool to be the outsider girl. I always felt differently than other girls as a kid and reading about the Suicide Girls was a huge eye opener for me.
That was when I was 10-11. Now I am 21, with two beautiful children who are starting to become more independent. I had thought of modeling as something that wasn’t for me even though I had been approached about it as a child. Now that I have more time, I have been really enthralled with the idea of capturing and projecting myself into the world. I think that working on this will be a great learning experience for me, even if I never get out of the Hopeful stage.
I am a very small girl at 5’4 and 95 lbs; I am not always aesthetically pleasing in photos. However I am learning that every girl has her angle, and most especially the ones that defy the norm.
I really defend my honor to put time and energy into this and I hope to one day be a Suicide Girl!
With love,
Miss Vanessa
