It's been a while since I've posted. Things are always going so fast I never know what's going on.
My roommate graduated last week and we've been celebrating since then. We had a huge cookout this weekend and it went very well. I have never grilled so many burgers and hot dogs in my life, and I hope I never have to again. We gave tours of the scary basement (the building I live in was built in 1892) and tried to scare each other. Oh what a joyous occasion.
Yesterday I went to midtown and received my first of a long time massage. It was so good, it took me a while to come back to reality. We had lunch at R Thomas, which was amazing, I was allowed to pet birds. Then I went to borders and read about Soul Signs. I haven't ever been this relaxed. I came home to my roommate playing a zombie video game and my day was complete.
I know I just spoke of my weekend, I really don't remember the rest of the time before that. I know I am happy, thankful, healthy, and silly. The only disappointment is the lack of persons to share this with. Where do you find those people you can really connect with? I feel like I'm a whack job some times for always needing that connection with people. I really like good conversation and comfortable company. Come be my friend.
New pics should be up soon. My laptop died as soon as I got my camera fixed. So I'm in the process of fixing that. YAY!
**EDIT**
This song makes me feel warm and fuzzy. I thought I would share my mood.
I've been looking through these eyes
Of black and white for far too long
And now these deepened colors seem so shocking
Bless the cold, cold moon
That moves the sea that makes the waves
That made this scene for me to see and be moved
Will my life be long enough
To see the things I want to see?
I believe this world is just too big for me
Every cloud that passes by
Is another cloud I'll never see
Maybe I just try too hard
To understand all of these things
Bless the hands of painters
Who have captured melon skies
And starry nights for us to see and feel
For all of time
This life is just a blink of an eye
A glimpse into a world we were never meant to see
So don't hang on to anything at all
And all the things we have
And all the people we have known
Will fade away so quickly
Into the deep
And memories of love will be
The only warmth we have in the end
My roommate graduated last week and we've been celebrating since then. We had a huge cookout this weekend and it went very well. I have never grilled so many burgers and hot dogs in my life, and I hope I never have to again. We gave tours of the scary basement (the building I live in was built in 1892) and tried to scare each other. Oh what a joyous occasion.
Yesterday I went to midtown and received my first of a long time massage. It was so good, it took me a while to come back to reality. We had lunch at R Thomas, which was amazing, I was allowed to pet birds. Then I went to borders and read about Soul Signs. I haven't ever been this relaxed. I came home to my roommate playing a zombie video game and my day was complete.
I know I just spoke of my weekend, I really don't remember the rest of the time before that. I know I am happy, thankful, healthy, and silly. The only disappointment is the lack of persons to share this with. Where do you find those people you can really connect with? I feel like I'm a whack job some times for always needing that connection with people. I really like good conversation and comfortable company. Come be my friend.
New pics should be up soon. My laptop died as soon as I got my camera fixed. So I'm in the process of fixing that. YAY!
**EDIT**
This song makes me feel warm and fuzzy. I thought I would share my mood.
I've been looking through these eyes
Of black and white for far too long
And now these deepened colors seem so shocking
Bless the cold, cold moon
That moves the sea that makes the waves
That made this scene for me to see and be moved
Will my life be long enough
To see the things I want to see?
I believe this world is just too big for me
Every cloud that passes by
Is another cloud I'll never see
Maybe I just try too hard
To understand all of these things
Bless the hands of painters
Who have captured melon skies
And starry nights for us to see and feel
For all of time
This life is just a blink of an eye
A glimpse into a world we were never meant to see
So don't hang on to anything at all
And all the things we have
And all the people we have known
Will fade away so quickly
Into the deep
And memories of love will be
The only warmth we have in the end
VIEW 6 of 6 COMMENTS
murderthisghost:
well one of us needs to get a gun....probably you being that im so scared of them.....so we can deal with this sexual tension we've had between us for a while now
murderthisghost:
unique is the perfect word for what i think would happen were we in a room alone together....especially if firearms were involved