This week has been a struggle.
It has been so slow at work. Then by lunch I am slammed. It seems like when the morning is slow, I get out of the mood to do what I need to do, and the day goes by SO FREAKIN SLOW! Ahhhhh!!!!
Also, do you ever have those moments long after you broke up with someone that they keep coming up in thoughts? That's this week. He keeps popping up everywhere. I miss him, but not as my boyfriend, just his company. I don't like it.
I was also in a very awkward conversation last night that left me a bit stunned. I don't really want to get into details, but it really suprised me, and I don't know what to say or do. I just keep thinking "Did that really happen?" Yes, yes it did. I get this funny feeling I'm going to die old and lonely. I'm not bashing men, because I know there are good ones out there, but the ones that are drawn to me always leave me thinking "I love myself, and you are a weirdo."
Why me? That's all I ask, what did I do to get the overload of freaks who have serious issues? Is it my perfume, my style, my ESSENCE? Hahaha. It's bumming me out. It's bumming me out as well that I don't have anyone to hang out with lately. I feel way too isolated.
"When I catch your stare, I wonder what you see.
Are you seeking or hoping to be seen?"
It has been so slow at work. Then by lunch I am slammed. It seems like when the morning is slow, I get out of the mood to do what I need to do, and the day goes by SO FREAKIN SLOW! Ahhhhh!!!!
Also, do you ever have those moments long after you broke up with someone that they keep coming up in thoughts? That's this week. He keeps popping up everywhere. I miss him, but not as my boyfriend, just his company. I don't like it.
I was also in a very awkward conversation last night that left me a bit stunned. I don't really want to get into details, but it really suprised me, and I don't know what to say or do. I just keep thinking "Did that really happen?" Yes, yes it did. I get this funny feeling I'm going to die old and lonely. I'm not bashing men, because I know there are good ones out there, but the ones that are drawn to me always leave me thinking "I love myself, and you are a weirdo."
Why me? That's all I ask, what did I do to get the overload of freaks who have serious issues? Is it my perfume, my style, my ESSENCE? Hahaha. It's bumming me out. It's bumming me out as well that I don't have anyone to hang out with lately. I feel way too isolated.
"When I catch your stare, I wonder what you see.
Are you seeking or hoping to be seen?"
murderthisghost:
awww you know you love me almost as much as you love yourself
murderthisghost:
of course i will fight with you but i must warn you that i dont care, guy or girl i still fight the same.........and in my experience fighting leads to wrestling leads to magic so be warned you crazy kid you