I shall shock everyone with an update.
i got shitty stuff goin. but my plus is that eventually.. when i get back home and away from this crap i will have a set to turn in. i was totally hoping to have it sent in b4 i left town.
Fibromyalgia Syndrome/Myofacial Pain Syndrome. these are the the two things they think may be bothering me so much. one or the other not both at the same time. LOL. so i get to do the one thing i hate.. that is go to the doctor. i HATE the doctor office.. its like, i go in there.. let them poke at the stuff that hurts just for them to tell me .. "oh i don't know what the problem is....maybe your just stressed!" YOU FUCKIN THINK SO? of course i am stressed. I HURT. i mean damn. wouldn't you think that a severe pain in your ribs which causes you to have these fuckin asthma attacks every few days isn't stressful? i got a bf who thinks that i won't make it through the night sometimes and they are saying that all this is stress related. NOOOOO it is all rib related and if they could find a pill that would fix it then my stress level would drop a nice amount. and quite honestly if they put a name to it then that would at least help me out.
ovarian cancer... and evil evil trick.. i mean..aren't women here to create? and if given defects of the reproductive glands does that not defeat the purpose???? i think so. and no, it isn't me with the ovary problems.. that would be my mother who was planning a baby. welp there goes that.. Bye Bye little sibling...
gradma is evil. she needs help.. what with a broken hip and foot and all... one would assume that if u are there to make sure she is getting help that she wouldn't mistreat... or slay me with her words... you would also think that i would be used to that shit and that it wouldn't bother me.. but the fact of the matter is... lately everything bothers me. and all i need is for an old and slightly disabled woman to be a bitch to me when i am trying to show her love and make sure my fuckin grandmother is ok.
*sighs...u would think i learned my lesson with her.. apparently i like mistreatment.
on the brighter side.. i got to be there for the birth of Collin... my baby cousin. i went to tx to be there. i didn't wanna miss it. TX is really hot.. let me tell you. it is like a special type of heat there. LOL. and this coming from the chick who is never ever hot.. and is usually cold. lol.
i got shitty stuff goin. but my plus is that eventually.. when i get back home and away from this crap i will have a set to turn in. i was totally hoping to have it sent in b4 i left town.
Fibromyalgia Syndrome/Myofacial Pain Syndrome. these are the the two things they think may be bothering me so much. one or the other not both at the same time. LOL. so i get to do the one thing i hate.. that is go to the doctor. i HATE the doctor office.. its like, i go in there.. let them poke at the stuff that hurts just for them to tell me .. "oh i don't know what the problem is....maybe your just stressed!" YOU FUCKIN THINK SO? of course i am stressed. I HURT. i mean damn. wouldn't you think that a severe pain in your ribs which causes you to have these fuckin asthma attacks every few days isn't stressful? i got a bf who thinks that i won't make it through the night sometimes and they are saying that all this is stress related. NOOOOO it is all rib related and if they could find a pill that would fix it then my stress level would drop a nice amount. and quite honestly if they put a name to it then that would at least help me out.
ovarian cancer... and evil evil trick.. i mean..aren't women here to create? and if given defects of the reproductive glands does that not defeat the purpose???? i think so. and no, it isn't me with the ovary problems.. that would be my mother who was planning a baby. welp there goes that.. Bye Bye little sibling...
gradma is evil. she needs help.. what with a broken hip and foot and all... one would assume that if u are there to make sure she is getting help that she wouldn't mistreat... or slay me with her words... you would also think that i would be used to that shit and that it wouldn't bother me.. but the fact of the matter is... lately everything bothers me. and all i need is for an old and slightly disabled woman to be a bitch to me when i am trying to show her love and make sure my fuckin grandmother is ok.
*sighs...u would think i learned my lesson with her.. apparently i like mistreatment.
on the brighter side.. i got to be there for the birth of Collin... my baby cousin. i went to tx to be there. i didn't wanna miss it. TX is really hot.. let me tell you. it is like a special type of heat there. LOL. and this coming from the chick who is never ever hot.. and is usually cold. lol.
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Good to get an update on you though.
Enjoy the swelting sun that Texas provides.
Talk to you later
Looking forward to getting your shot selection so I can start working on them.