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sooo....lost my temper at work today. so much so i had to apologize to my office and even a guy from the office next to mine....

not my fault. i told them not to do anything crazy bc its was my birthday....my boss...didnt listen. i had no control over the emotion i had, though, i controlled the reaction....to an extent...the heat im sure that was...
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knives_hannibal:
frown
steeldog:
mad~you make your own conditions! alot of people will take advantage of others, so some times it's necesary to "stand" your ground, time and experience will "temper" your reactions! with further experience you will actually be able to recognize "others" behaviors and anticipate! than your reactions will be less explosive and more controlled, if not less red!! love and patiencesmile


post scritp: i love your fair skin!
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im done hearing about Whitney Huston.
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missymalice:
Yes. I'm definitely not a fan of how every time a celebrity dies everyone starts acting like they were some kind of saint. whatever
nd_snyder:
I am sorry for her and her family, but as I heard she died my only thought was "Oh gosh.... now we are all going to hear her songs the next weeks frown"
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the signs are clear.

the actions that they are calling upon...difficult and uncertain.

knives_hannibal:
Hey sweetpea. How are you doing? I hope your day was good.
knives_hannibal:
Oh good Im glad. Thinking and reflecting is always good. Big virtual hug doll.
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peace and quiet...and freezing.

last time ill have my house to myself for awhile...until i get a new one.

time to do homework.
i can only imagine what my classmates are going to think of me when the girl who sits by herself in the back of the classroom gets up to give an informative speech about female serial killers...this should be interesting.
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tactical:
Ahh fuck em if they don't like it, knock it out of the park
missred:
im not jk! i feel like i get stuck in classes with know it alls, heavy breathers, and church kids. wtf...

and if they dont like it...well they might not want to show it to the girl who sits alone in the back of the class who has clearly done alot of research on killing...just sayin. =p
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cant wait to get out of this.
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knives_hannibal:
Whats going on woman? Hope you're ok.
willy81:
So where would you go if you could go anywhere, hypothetically speaking that is? Or do you actually already have a place your going?
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THAT was a sucess.
happy about it.


trying to move out of this damn place...think we have a bite. hopefully out by the end of the month.


time to get my school on. going to have NO time. almost done with that dumb required AA so i can waiste more time and money on my BA! yay!

now about that nap...
tactical:
If you are happy about it that is awesome
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tool tuesday.
looking forward to the mental escape for a few hours.

yes.
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_miked_:
Ha.. we're leaving in a few hours. My wife found a place that has a $2 tequila & taco all day happyhour... on Mondays. We're going to destroy that place tonight. It will be cool to hang around tonight and then the groups of friends will start showing up Tues afternoon. Gona be good times all around.
missred:
yeah im looking forward to it. leaving straight from work to head down there. its gonna be the longest day ever!
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hmmmmm......
how do i get out of this?
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zale:
If she doesn't, I do! Except you won't be getting it back... and C4's fun to chew on too!
missred:
you are so thoughtful! i do have a few "things" id like to blow up, or blow up on, which ever comes first. seems like i things to go up in flames.
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I NEED someone to take this damn townhouse so i can move the fuck out!


looks like this is never going to happen...



killing me. im so stressed out!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hope my hair doesnt start falling out....fug.


mad


on the up; i got a killer massage today. def needed that. these old bones take alot of up keep...damn. if i had known they would be so...
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knives_hannibal:
Awe doll. Im sorry hope it gets better. Try it to stress to much. Not that I should talk.
missred:
you say eventually but i need that to be now. i dont have time to do this right now with school....but you are right stressing out doesnt help but i cant help it.
and im glad your happy with my old bones lol xoxo

knives- you know what i mean im sure, you cant help but freak out sometimes...freak out/stress out, somethings are just overwhelming or just have bad timing.

and so is life.
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an informative night of guest speakers in my public speaking class. didnt turn out to be as much of a snor fest as i thought.

im in process of looking for new place to live....fucking sucks. im over it. feels like i just did this....oh wait thats because i did!!!! wtf man....

i think a bowl of cereal is calling my name...yeah, i def hear...
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missred:
im starting to think that you only get one best friend and then a few good friends but that BEST title, it only goes to one person.
(Sugar, i agree with you 100%)
killswitchingaga:
I have 3.... but I know for sure, for a fact, 100%, that only 1 of the 3 is a "for life", and is also my longest best friend.