missred

its funny, i wanted/needed this new job, got it. now, i am looking for a second! i am not used to this whole being moved out thing yet, part of the thing im not used to, being broke. i thought i was broke before, i wasnt i just didnt spend my money but i still had it. being alive shouldnt be so fucking hard. its like you are penalized for simply wanting to be an independent productive person bc of how things are priced. no im not living in a ally some where, for that i am thankful but holy moly. yet another reason i love school. it gives me hope that one day i wont be struggling and ill have things i want and need. one can only hope.