missred

turning inside out...i feel like turning inside out! all thats inside would be out.

today was my last day at the motorcycle shop. i start my job at the dr office this week. quite a change but im excited. this is a great opportunity, a good start in the right direction for my career choice. i am going to miss my regulars and talking bikes all day though... =/ and the killer discount! maybe i can work out a deal with my boss to hook me up still ha!


My girl at work got me this today cause it was my last day <3


on an annoying note...i hate when supposedly grown people act like children. you shouldnt lash out at someone bc they choose to no longer be part of your life due to the mistakes of their own. and even more, if the split was made on as good of terms as they could have been given the situation. what does it accomplish? it doesnt make you feel any better or fix anything. i dont know why people have to hold on in a such a negative way. if someone doesnt want to be in my life then i dont pester them or threaten them or bully or whine. for one, its not gonna make them want to come back and second, if you dont want to be in my life then i dont want you in it. i only want people who want to be part of it. thats just me i guess. bullying someone into being part of your life, its like taking them hostage, any of the positive/good feelings they have will be faked, forced for fear of retaliation. who wants fake? i refuse to do that. bring all you got, all your most acidic and hateful words or actions even. im not going to stoop to the level of reciprocation or give in..so knock that shit off...its pointless. its funny though, i am the one pegged as heartless, selfish, cold...i dont get it? because i dont react? its bc they dont matter enough. maybe at one time but once you burn me, your out. especially those who i let get that close to me.


i need this shirt


this makes me feel weird...not in a good way.