missred

cant sleep and have to be up in 5 hours...to spend 9+ hours at work! im so sick of working weekends every fucking week! i finally get my raise...a whole .25 cents. i will bearly notice. i mean at least i have a job but wtf? id like to move out of my parents before im 25. with school and this shitty job i dont see that happening. i need a change of scenery. sometime i think about moving back to ny for a little bit. not forever but just for like a year or so. but then i remember why i left. bc i hated it. its too cold and nothing is there. its nothing. my people are there but thats about it. other than that it sucks. nice for a visit but i always want to come home. anyway...i need to try to sleep. if im lucky ill get a hour or two.


hope everyone is having a good weekend.