missred

so much shit keeps happening!!!! its a nvr ending shit train and im stuck on the tracks.

hope everyone has a good holiday, what ever one you celebrate.

im looking forward to the new year. maybe things will start to change, for the better. maybe my car wont be run over again by huge ass trucks. no exageration. fucking huge. or backed into again. wtf ppl! maybe ppl will stop hatein on me too. its so hard to please everyone. im to the point where i dont give a fuck. now i feel like i want to give them a reason to hate on me instead of this bull shit where they do it for no reason. i need another job, a good paying one so i can move out! i cant live on the joke of a pay check i get every two weeks. im gonna start slingin or strippin or something bc this shit is getting frustrating.

thanks for letting me vent and bitch.

love oxoxox