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yep ive dropped of the face of the earth.
sometimes it seems like a great idea.
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knives_hannibal:
Oh my gosh! Hey gorgeous how are you? I hope everything is good. Last I heard life was going well. I hope its still going good.
missred:
it was a good idea...kinda..ha! aside from all the shit i catch for it, its great.
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I have one of the best humans on this planet as MY bestest/wife. I need the world to know this. I love her so much it hurts. There when I need her most and knows how to take care of me when I need it as much as I fight it. She's amazing. Truly amazing.
I needed to get that out.
Ambian and maynard are...
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knives_hannibal:
Awe! Yay! Im truly so glad you're doing so well. That is awesome to hear.
I was wondering where you were.
I hope that it keeps going amazing for you.
missred:
i wish i was posting that bc i was doing well, its the times when things are shitty that you see who matters and you matter to.
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if only i didnt have to be a responsible adult...i would not go to work and not do any of my school work...
where is that sugar daddy when you need him. or that winning lotto ticket...

looking forward to this weekend. Halloween horror nights at universal. never been, should be fun. robot
tactical:
Have a great time at universal
knives_hannibal:
Lmao!! I feel ya completely on that. Sux being an adult when there's fun to be had. Well enjoy your time with the boy.
lemme know how the haunt goes. I hear its pretty epic.
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another sunday spent in bed...time to medicate and actually start that homework i passed out on...i have a problem.
someone stole all my motivation.
kayda:
lol, I like that, I'm going to use that line.
knives_hannibal:
Yea that makes two of us. I figured I will get back once this weekend is over. Hope your doing well doll!
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its funny, i wanted/needed this new job, got it. now, i am looking for a second! i am not used to this whole being moved out thing yet, part of the thing im not used to, being broke. i thought i was broke before, i wasnt i just didnt spend my money but i still had it. being alive shouldnt be so fucking hard. its...
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going out to the beaches with my bff and a friend from up north. should be fun. its been awhile since ive posted anything...havent had internet for one so that makes it kind of hard. those fucking people...you would think that they would try to make you happy since your spending so much effin money with them but instead they tell you that youre crazy...
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zale:
So there's nothing else you have going on? Or plans coming up?

That's too bad. whatever
missred:
what the hell! looks like you beat the system hahaha! and yes i have other things, now =]
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got my bed put together.

got the power and water turned on.

got work in 5 hours...but, its one more day til friday.



good night all.

knives_hannibal:
Sounds like you had a good day and that makes me happy! You deserve more moments and days like this smile
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breathing is not an option right now.
no resting easy.
moving fast, going down.
there will be no sleep for the weary.
knives_hannibal:
Cant rain all the time doll.
Sometimes you just need a moment in time for it all turn itself around. Just hang in there.
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i have no focus. im feeling lethargic, just spent. i guess only one or two good things are allowed to happen in my life every 5-10 years. when i say good things i mean life changers. lots of little good things happen to me often, not lately, but many over the course of time ive lived back here. im sick of trying to believe the...
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knives_hannibal:
Oh sweetpea...I totally hearing you chirpin big bird...lol
na I feel ya though. I've always been a big believer in there's a good reason for everything. Sometimes its harder than at other times to really see what it is.
I've noticed as of lately that Im keeping more and more to myself. And just trying to be. Trying to figure out where my life is heading. Im burnt out completely. Hopefully things get better for you. Just take one step at a time. Just keep moving forward even if you feel its not getting you anywhere.
actionbastard:
Yes, that's what I said smile My light at the end of the tunnel is reaching me in just a few short weeks from now. At least, it's the start of something new and great. I am about to do a complete 180 in my life and it is frightening and liberating at the same time. It will just be a while before I can take the plunge and do something completely out of character for me. However, I think it's worth it in the long run. Plus, east coast just sounds nice after having been a west coast kid all my life.
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still no luck with a place to live. im over now...about to say fuck it.
found out im gonna be an aunt....want to be more excited but this girl is soooooo not ready for this. neither is my brother. i love him, i love him with every ounce of my being but for the love of all things...WTF?! he knows where babies come from. they...
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about to go try another place out on the difficult one...i hope she says yes bc i am not going to do this again. its either she likes this or boo and i are on our own and so is she. i have faith in the one tho. we chose a place to show her that has things that she likes. i dont know what...
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like i said...looks can be decieving....of course there had to be, knew there would be, someone who isnt happy. i dont know how willing i am to compromise. i dont really have too much of choice to compromise anyway...im going to keep the rest of my thoughts on the topic to myself but just say that sometimes things arent going to go how you want...
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knives_hannibal:
Yeah that would be nice but Im not seeing that unless we go to another universe.
knives_hannibal:
Haha. Yes that would be hot sauce if we could but maybe an island would be easier. Need to learn how to either fly a plan it drive a boat! I will make sure to pick you up!biggrin