been super over loaded....im on break from work right now...dreading going back. at least i dont have much longer. 3 more hours...!!!!!!!!! not really much new. my friend is going to move in with me from cali so thats cool. i have to fly out there to get her and drive back. but other than that nothing too crazy. work alot....
will post pictures soon...
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new ink! love it! will post some pictures when it is done being all peely and healy...
had a good time in california and vegas. nothing too insane to tell. wasnt the right crowd to get crazy with. still a good time tho for sure. next time will be better tho now that i know what to expect.
hope everyone had a good weekend! =]...
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had a good time in california and vegas. nothing too insane to tell. wasnt the right crowd to get crazy with. still a good time tho for sure. next time will be better tho now that i know what to expect.
hope everyone had a good weekend! =]...
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zale:
You're just keeping to the whole, "what happens in Vegas" rule...
And I caught True Blood too. That sex scene at the end of the episode was intense. I think they could have used a safe word!
And I caught True Blood too. That sex scene at the end of the episode was intense. I think they could have used a safe word!
missred:
ha haha aaaahhhahaha SAFE WORD! hahahahahaha that was funny lol
i do love that show as bad as the accents are lol
i do love that show as bad as the accents are lol
oh cali, here i come! vegas better be good to me! getting my nxt addition to the sleeve the 21st! stoked! no more boys for awhile, if you know any single girls send them my way! boys are mean these days...just mean. im sick of getting my hopes up for a good one to be let down when they dont want anything to do with...
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and back to square one...feelin like dumb ass.
zale:
Could be worse... You could LOOK like dumb ass.
missred:
i suppose lol but who is to say i dont?!
hang soon is a must.
hang soon is a must.
finally something, get to see someone i really want to see. =] and i have a clean room! my fung shui is all tingly =] i so dont know how to spell that but im sure you get the point. love a clean room...hope i can keep it like this for more than a day or two!
too good to be true. of course. nothing can seem to go in even my general direction of travel these days. i give up i guess. when you stop trying then disappointment isnt as disheartening.
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muddy36:
as hard as i try, i usually feel disappointed too. no matter how busy i am or how much i accomplish, i tend to just feel...empty? i guess thats a good word to describe it. apparently i just need to become even more busy. busier? im tired right now. haha
yeah, i watched those fights. i picked rashad, but i wish he could have knocked rampage out. maybe next time.
yeah, i watched those fights. i picked rashad, but i wish he could have knocked rampage out. maybe next time.
missred:
empty is a good word...unfullfilled. just blah. my busy level doesnt help, the things im usually busy with are stressful so it just makes things worse. but oh well i suppose. things will change.
i picked rashad too but probly for a different reason than you lol he went to my high school so i have to root for the home team! i also wish it was k.o. but oh well. i just figured it would hav ebeen a better fight with all the amp they put behind it. it was kinda boring. only got a little exciting when rampage got on evans for that like 15 seconds. the rest was predictable.
i picked rashad too but probly for a different reason than you lol he went to my high school so i have to root for the home team! i also wish it was k.o. but oh well. i just figured it would hav ebeen a better fight with all the amp they put behind it. it was kinda boring. only got a little exciting when rampage got on evans for that like 15 seconds. the rest was predictable.
its strange. i was thinking, i mean i think it is. we have these sites, the social networking and blog sites to put out whatever we want. generally about ourselves. what makes us think that anyone actullay cares? why do we do it? if no one reads it or cares even if they do read it, then why do it? what makes us think that...
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mhef:
Well Miss Red........we all use websites for a release
or cleansing of one kind or another.........you and I are on this site,,,,,we are different people.....I happen
to love redheads......you happen to be one,,,.,,.and we
both crush on Shirley Manson........coincidence,,
I think not!,,,,,,xo mhef
or cleansing of one kind or another.........you and I are on this site,,,,,we are different people.....I happen
to love redheads......you happen to be one,,,.,,.and we
both crush on Shirley Manson........coincidence,,
I think not!,,,,,,xo mhef
missred:
ha would you look at that! does seem kinda perfect....
it is the goal of the world to break me down into a million pieces and leave me to figure it all out again how they fit together. or to give me a heart attack in the very near future.
xanax is my friend this wk. i need a fucking iv for this shit.
im moving to my own island and only like 10 ppl...
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xanax is my friend this wk. i need a fucking iv for this shit.
im moving to my own island and only like 10 ppl...
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booth:
Hugs
missred:
thank you, i need them lol
wow. went on a date last night. for the first time in 4 years. just a no strings just for the hell of it date. it was quite enjoyable. the guy was great. he is a marine living in jax nc so i figured if it was a dud that he doesnt live here so why not go out with him for a drink? turns...
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zale:
Watch out for Marines, they're crazy fuckers! Awesome... But crazy! Lol. I don't envy the guy being stationed in Jax, NC. That place sucks ass! Glad to hear you had fun, you deserve to.
missred:
it was just good fun. not tryin to take it anywhere just figured why not you know. and marines....arent you a marine lol or were anyway. soooo your speaking from personal evaluation? hahaha i do enjoy you tho so marines are ok in my book...so far anyway lol til i have to beat you for bruising me! =p
finally. i am lifted and free. single at last for the first time, truely single, in my adult life. it feels so good to be able to say that and mean it, to be sure of it. you dont realize how great something people think is horrible, being alone, can be til you dont have your own space the way you want it to be....
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thecicco:
congrats, sounds like you're really happy now 
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heartbaker:
Awwww
missred:
yeah i dont want to have an 8 pack abs lol i still want to look like a woman, soft and curvy not harsh and scary ha im gonna get back too it tho, it just hurt all the damn time and it makes me not want to move to even walk so its just hard to do when it hurts like it does. im into a little self inflicted pain every now and then when it comes to sitting for a 4 hour sesh of ink or a piercing but this whole feeling like your spine is being crushed in vice and then trying to run/walk/bike etc, is just not fun. i got better meds now tho that dont make me as much of a tard when im on them lol i can actually drive while taking these ones. so onward!
ps my dog is so cute and love her!
ps my dog is so cute and love her!
cant sleep and have to be up in 5 hours...to spend 9+ hours at work! im so sick of working weekends every fucking week! i finally get my raise...a whole .25 cents. i will bearly notice. i mean at least i have a job but wtf? id like to move out of my parents before im 25. with school and this shitty job i dont...
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kingskottie:
meow... hey red.
setsuka- no problem girl, your wonderful so i dont mind talking and what not with you. anytime =] hope you have been well, you need to catch me up with whats bee going on with you, anything new and or exciting?!