missmoth

I'm going to try and not be too negative in this blog, even though things may seem a little bit crappy.

Firstly I have taken the first baby steps in getting help for my mental health issues, it has been a long time coming. Last time I had a negative experience with being handed a tick box sheet and box of citalopram. This time around I've had the same form but more understanding, less coldness and contacts for more support.

Unfortunately and without airing my dirty laundry I am no longer in a relationship either, it lasting barely even a month which has only added to my sense of failure. I think a lot of people may even take pleasure out of this, but I honestly wouldn't wish what I have been going through this past week on anyone.

Work has been difficult, but the silver lining is pushing and hunting for a new job, trying to look on the bright side of things. It may even be the kick in the ass that I need.