missmoth

I hardly broke a sweat with the aerobic striptease video, so not a major workout but I think it will help with casual fun/toning. I added a tiny bit more to last nights scribbling too:


I feel a bit bummed out today, lonely I guess. There is this girl on a forum I frequent, and she draws these little comics of real events between her boyfriend and her:



She admits her and her boyfriend are not perfect and there are dark moments but its stupid shit that I miss. I didn't even get this in my last relationship as he was too busy trying to keep us a secret. I keep getting these little doses of reality, the amount of people I know, and in Bridgend generally and how hard it is for me to meet people. Probability in that respect really isn't high is it, sure I get asked out on dates, but there is always a catch. The guy has a kid, the guy says like repeatedly till I want to hurt him or run away or they are a player.
Mostly I ruin things for myself though, I get fuck buddies. Never boyfriends.

Woah this is sounding so negative, I hope I get surprised one day, maybe after my degree, I want to travel and being single will be awesome for that. I need to sound happier on here more often, sorry for being such a downer.