I have been so angry now all week, I swear that someone seriously needs to do something to give me some hope in mankind. All I've had all week is examples of how unreliable people are really, like one guy promising me a camera and not delivering on his word, and then M who seems to decide what he wants from me on the flip of a coin.
I keep swishing back and forth in my ideas like should I pick myself up and dust myself off and carry on going, or just be a cynical bitch like I was a year or two ago? A few weeks ago I was well happy, thought I had amazing friends etc, I have a handful of amazingly epic friends the rest I just cant depend on.
I was happy when I was all social but now I just feel like the most bitter, angry hermit ever because people have shit on me, yet again.
I keep swishing back and forth in my ideas like should I pick myself up and dust myself off and carry on going, or just be a cynical bitch like I was a year or two ago? A few weeks ago I was well happy, thought I had amazing friends etc, I have a handful of amazingly epic friends the rest I just cant depend on.
I was happy when I was all social but now I just feel like the most bitter, angry hermit ever because people have shit on me, yet again.
trills:
I think the people anger fades a bit over time, always best to ensure that you are not being shit on. It's hard to find a balance between give and take, people who are worth the time always become apparent, eventually, it's just not very linear, unfortunately!