I am not so great at blogging recently. I think a huge chunk is my anxiety, but also my shyness in general is creeping up too. I went to an SGUK meet for the lovely Drew's birthday and I hardly spoke to anyone and I probably gave the impression I was stupid / dull and ignorant. In reality my stomach was in terrible knots.
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I've started to write down the dates of when I go through bad spells, I'm hoping there will be some sort of pattern. Then I just realized what will I do when / if I find out there's a pattern? Sit there and know its coming and wait it out? Its a little bit shit isn't it. For no apparent or real reason I was... Read More
Thanks, still awaiting a move date and praying the snow holds off for it!
Keeping track of moods might help, you might spot triggers that aren't that apparent, or can plan to take extra time for yourself if you know you're not going to feeling at your brightest? I hate that unsure limbo. Hope you feel better soon.
My life is never ever quiet, this week I had a 5 day spell at the Fancy Dress Shop I work at while my boss and the business owners all went on holiday. They had arranged that a guy help out who has worked there before to help out (keep in mind he was sacked for being unreliable previously)...
WELL GUESS WHAT.
Damn boy shows... Read More
That looks amazing! I'd love for you to send me the links. I'm considering making some luxury pillow cases as I fell in love with Agent Provocateurs new highly expensive but gorgeous range of bed linen which I clearly can not afford.
After last weekends happenings I've had a much better week and this weekend was by all counts amazing. I was also lucky last weekend to stop off in Bristol on my way home and seeing the boy as well as other friends really perked me up - so thank you guys, as twitchy and fidgety as I was it did really help.
I'm sorry for stan, he worked for people like me, if I fall on hard times as an ex soldier he will have raised the money they use to help me out. RIP stan the poppy man. X
Just a little life update here starting off with an opening statement - for the first time ever I have deleted someone from my SG friends . I feel a little bad and maybe I should message them directly however one day I found that mysg was so so full of videos / blogs / stuff all from the same person. The person I have... Read More
My brother is a massive cock.
A few weeks ago he broke every bone in his hand and separated his hand from his arm internally, well done you massive doucher. This was caused... Read More
Wow.....I love your artwork and I had a look at your friend's also...cool stuff...cute guinea pigs...awww!
Funny about your old job and I know what you mean about weddings...the fashion mistakes there sound horrendous.....leggings at a wedding?Yikes...If I can go to that one in November I do wonder what that will be like!
The last one I went to was a goth one which was actually quite cool...that one you attended sounded horrid..I'd want out of there too!
Hey guys, hope everyone is well. Recently life for me seems to be a little like groundhog day, I wake up in the previous days makeup wishing for it all to go away. Yesterday it was so hard for me to leave the house, I would have curled up all day and slept if I could. Again like before I don't feel a terrible pang... Read More
I know life can be like that sometimes, I struggled with it for a period last year, job problems, relationship problems, stuck in a loop and everything seems a waste of time. But really there is so much great stuff out there if you just stop long enough and breath in all thats good about the world. It can take a while (and I had professional help in the end) but its worth it. Stick with it Moth
My new job is going really well, 3rd week starts tomorrow - however I am so tired at the end of every shift I'm just not used to being on my feet all day. I really hope I get used to it before the craziness of Halloween sets in - fancy dress and Halloween really wrecks my nerves!
I drew today... for the first time... Read More
Time for a new blog weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Things have been a little crazy, up and down constantly, my friend that went missing has not come home - she changed her status to single and changed her surname back to her maiden name. Her parents lost their nightclub license, its a complicated story but effectively they are left with a huge mortgage and no income. My brother... Read More
I'd love for you to send me the links. 
I have to say, you both are fucking adorable together. x
. I feel a little bad and maybe I should message them directly however one day I found that mysg was so so full of videos / blogs / stuff all from the same person. The person I have... 
