I'm really fucking angry with myself. So, my back continued to hurt and get worse but I soldiered on through. Got dressed up for work, which I was excited about because every month we have a dress up night and my outfit looked AWESOME. Went in and visited a friend at his bar to drop some shit off and get him to buy me a... Read More
Thats fucked, are you going back to see someone about your back? Or is it just some one off random thing that will hopefully refrain from happening again?
Dang nabbit on the not getting laid part. I got laid It was the shiz lol
I am in SO much pain!!! My lower back feels like someone has punched me in the kidneys, my liver wont even speak to me and somehow I've fucked up the entire left side of my back running from the top of my neck to the top of my ass. Needless to say, 'Trashed week' was a major success. Make it stop make it stop... Read More
that was highly amusing and thats why I will have lunch with you (and Nikki if she can make it) in the city or the valley next week Monday or Friday is best for me.
I had a frank discussion with my Mum over the weekend and I finally told her that the last time I was happy was when I was 10. I don't know if she absorbed the information but it felt better telling her. It's something I've been wanting... Read More
I know what I want in life but I can't have it yet. I may never get it, theres that possibility...I'm one of those people that was born to marry and breed. But it takes 2 to tango, and I want someone to love me and nurture me, and want me...and my spawn!!!! But other than that I have no idea what I am doing with my life! Having spontanious fun.....but no real 'plan' when it comes to work etc. I hate that I 'have' to have one..fuck fuckity fuck. What if I don't want to be anything?!?! But I want stability!
It's good to be open, to communicate, even if with strangers (even though I'm no stranger!) Big hugs miss. I'm not going to tell you your thoughts are silly because I've thunk them too, and they are very serious thoughts.
I'm sorry I couldn't be what you needed. I hope one day we can be friends and that I'm not going to lose you like I know I will. I hope one day you meet someone who fits you so well it's not as hard for you as it was dealing with me. I hope one day I'll be able to meet someone... Read More
I wanted dick in and around my mouth...
thanks for the visual I love you right now haha although the whole "I has the sick" thing did put a small dint in it
oh yeah when are we doing lunch again....