missminda

Dear Pete,

I'm sorry I couldn't be what you needed. I hope one day we can be friends and that I'm not going to lose you like I know I will. I hope one day you meet someone who fits you so well it's not as hard for you as it was dealing with me. I hope one day I'll be able to meet someone who can do the same. I hope one day we can sit down and have a mature conversation as to what was going on in that pretty head of yours so I can have answers. I hope I eventually am able to deal with the fact that I'm not going to get answers. I hope I can soon think of you and not have my heart hurt. I hope you look after yourself and know you're more important than you give yourself credit for. I hope you continue on your path, knowing that in this world, the only person that matters is you. I hope that by us ending, you're taking the steps needed to make that a possibility. I hope I can also find that path and stop wandering around aimlessly through life, going from one shiny thing to the next. I hope I eventually find solid ground and stand firm on it with all I've got.

I miss you.

I love you.

Minda.