missmiao

I only write responses if I happen to be near the computer. But I should have made it a point to write back to you. It was rude of me and I'm sorry.

It feels like shit changes every few days. Some days I feel like I can focus on my recovery and being strong in it. Somedays it feels like I'm gunning for a fight. Somedays I'm just numb and rolling through the emotions. It's fucking weird. I looked back at the last two months of blogs and I fucking hate it, the roller coaster of emotions. It makes me feel like I'm unstable.

God, does this shit ever get better?