missmellamayhem

Last night I watched the movie Savages. I thought it was a great movie, decent amount of gore and action and sex ... well could have been a bit more sex but regardless I really liked it. For some reason though while watching the movie I decided that I need to start working out and taking better care of myself. Perhaps it was the fact that Blake Lively looks amazing in this movie and also has two hot guys to bone. I told myself on my 27th birthday that my gift to me was that I could eat whatever I wanted and be fat and not care. I was tired of obsessing over my body and what I ate. Well, I'm still going to stay true to the not obsessing part but I want to exercise more and eat better. I know this isnt going to be a quick process and will take a lot of dedication but I'm hoping I can at least make some small changes to improve my way of life and how I feel. This morning I went on the treadmill for 20 minutes! Mind you I didn't do much more than a brisk walk and was out of breath the entire time. That's saying something in itself! I also had two boiled eggs for breakfast and then some oatmeal 2 hours later. Here's to hoping I can make a lifestyle change!!