missmay

One day I'll have a big house with a big Christmas tree. We'll even have separate bathrooms!
One day I'll yell at you and you'll tell me you hate me...
One day you'll cook me dinner and tell me you love me.
One day love won't matter, except for the love between us!
My sweet Aeson, you're my whole world and I have lost sight of that, getting wrapped up in the life of an "adult."
I don't want to miss you growing up!
I don't want to miss a moment of it.
But things are hard and Mommy has absolutely no support except a few words on a screen.
Mommy is in this fight alone and you are my gold medal.

One day, someone will never expect too much of me or put me down when I fault.
One day someone will see me for me and not who they want me to be.
Mommy one day will be the woman who the right man needs me to be.
One day I'll be wearing white and having the time of MY life like so many before.

But those days, well, they are still many many days in the future.
As long as I can see the light at the end, I know there is a way out.