Most of this will just be ramblings and rantings of a mind who has no time to process anything besides a job. Not a career, a job. And that job is over in 6 days. 5 shifts. After 6 years I am done! And I have never felt better. I am starting a new life on 07/28 and I can not be more thrilled. How crazy is it? Just had this thought, my life change drastically on 07/29 last year. How fun.
I'd truly like to have a party to celebrate me leaving. But shouldn't someone else be throwing that for me? And I invited 93 people.. Can't believe I would have 93 people to even invite, but, I bet no one comes. I am quite the introvert thanks to Buffalo Wild Wings, a 1.5 year old, and a long distance relationship based off Skype at 4am.
Casie May lost sight of herself and it took Christian to get me to realize it. He will kill me if I paraphrase, and yes I said that to spite him, but he asked, "What happened to that wonderful Casie I knew 6 or so months ago?" He told me that's what drew him to me is I was so carefree and easy. And yes, I DID paraphrase that... But I got the message. And it was loud and clear. 10 months ago I started a second job, Only it was one job, I just worked the hours of two.
60 hours a week when it's said and done. About 52 spent on the clock. NO MORE. I am going to work at a bar which needs a lot of help. 60% of the people I ask have never heard of it and they, er, we.. well I fell asleep. And lost my train of thought. Wonder if I can get it back...
Nope. He's ready to talk now so away I go again.
This it truly just a rambling and I'll be surprised if anyone reads it,
I just decided to pull a rug out from under myself and quit my job. My world as I know it is finally changing. I believe I had a nervous breakdown. quarter life crisis if you will.
I have decided to start taking pictures again, starting with a 5-10 picture pin-up set on the beach, and then another small one with New York City as the background. I am excited to get dolled up like a pin up and be in front of the camera again, specifically because Christian is behind it.
I have been going back to the gym and have seemed to have my sickness under control. I believe the klonopin are directly helping my stomach. No more stress! The gym is helping too, only that gives me heartburn and doesn't help with the IBS.
Zumba! Dance classes, cardio work outs, and I have been working with a trainer. My profile picture... I am probably 20 lbs lighter than that and by this weekend I'm working on 5 more! I am eating, A LOT and properly, but I believe 2 a days are going to be my only option. Tomorrow morning will be another dance class and after work I will head to the gym for weight training.
I am so motivated about everything in my life right now and I feel so much better than I have in a long time.
My anniversary is this weekend,, Time to fall in love all over again! 8 days with him, and Aeson is coming too.
I can't wait! Feels like Christmas.. Oh and the good thing, in a sadistic way, I work the next 55 hours straight!
Then it's fucking over and that dramatic, politically unfair, stupid fucking job will be over!!!!!!
TIME TO START MY NEW LIFE!!!
I'd truly like to have a party to celebrate me leaving. But shouldn't someone else be throwing that for me? And I invited 93 people.. Can't believe I would have 93 people to even invite, but, I bet no one comes. I am quite the introvert thanks to Buffalo Wild Wings, a 1.5 year old, and a long distance relationship based off Skype at 4am.
Casie May lost sight of herself and it took Christian to get me to realize it. He will kill me if I paraphrase, and yes I said that to spite him, but he asked, "What happened to that wonderful Casie I knew 6 or so months ago?" He told me that's what drew him to me is I was so carefree and easy. And yes, I DID paraphrase that... But I got the message. And it was loud and clear. 10 months ago I started a second job, Only it was one job, I just worked the hours of two.
60 hours a week when it's said and done. About 52 spent on the clock. NO MORE. I am going to work at a bar which needs a lot of help. 60% of the people I ask have never heard of it and they, er, we.. well I fell asleep. And lost my train of thought. Wonder if I can get it back...
Nope. He's ready to talk now so away I go again.
This it truly just a rambling and I'll be surprised if anyone reads it,
I just decided to pull a rug out from under myself and quit my job. My world as I know it is finally changing. I believe I had a nervous breakdown. quarter life crisis if you will.
I have decided to start taking pictures again, starting with a 5-10 picture pin-up set on the beach, and then another small one with New York City as the background. I am excited to get dolled up like a pin up and be in front of the camera again, specifically because Christian is behind it.
I have been going back to the gym and have seemed to have my sickness under control. I believe the klonopin are directly helping my stomach. No more stress! The gym is helping too, only that gives me heartburn and doesn't help with the IBS.
Zumba! Dance classes, cardio work outs, and I have been working with a trainer. My profile picture... I am probably 20 lbs lighter than that and by this weekend I'm working on 5 more! I am eating, A LOT and properly, but I believe 2 a days are going to be my only option. Tomorrow morning will be another dance class and after work I will head to the gym for weight training.
I am so motivated about everything in my life right now and I feel so much better than I have in a long time.
My anniversary is this weekend,, Time to fall in love all over again! 8 days with him, and Aeson is coming too.
I can't wait! Feels like Christmas.. Oh and the good thing, in a sadistic way, I work the next 55 hours straight!
Then it's fucking over and that dramatic, politically unfair, stupid fucking job will be over!!!!!!
TIME TO START MY NEW LIFE!!!
indicatokes:
such a lovely hopeful you should be pink. pink pink pink<3
romey666:
Congrats Casie May I am soo happy for you. :-)