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Wednesday Dec 29, 2010

Dec 28, 2010
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There's not much else I can say. You've done it again, life. And you did it well this time around. There's an air of peace and a feeling of truth around me these days. Finally, I actually feel as if I'm living.

Sitting in his kitchen, the one in the house of a single dad, my life flashed five years ahead. A smile and a sudden warmth came over me. I pictured Aeson running in the front door from school, I was sitting in the same place, he runs by me, "Hi mom!" He then takes his shoes and coat off and hangs his backpack up on the hook and goes running by again, laughing and making lots of noise. Behind me I feel hands on my shoulders and a face at my neck, "Hi mom." I beleive I've found exactly who I am supposed to be. I am supposed to be a mother and a wife. I've known that all along, but the time was never right for me. And if I that is how it's supposed to be, I think I've found a path to make it happen.

Can't you feel that? Don't you see? A lot of hurt, a lot of time spent alone, and 3 months of pure joy, and I'm exactly where I'm meant to be.
suispud1:
Life will always take you where you need to be, Sometimes it just takes awhile, Sadly, sometimes, one just runs out of time before the journey is complete, You my dear did not run out of time,
Dec 28, 2010

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