missmay

I'm not going to be on for a few weeks. Sorry. I can't take the constant asking if I've had the baby. You'll know when I've had the baby and that'll be the next time I'm on.
My appointment was horrible and has me in tears and absolute upset.
I'm only 1.5 cm dilated and only 50% effaced. I said okay to the induction on the 28th. One problem. The stupid new doctor forgot that no inductions could be scheduled for that day. And I refuse to go to Kettering Hospital. A nurse there once told me they have the highest infant death rate in all of Ohio.
So, my induction date is set for Monday, October 4th and 3pm. Meaning Aeson won't be born until the 5th at the earliest. Unless, of course he decides to come on his own. Which, he won't.
I'm absolutely heartbroken and in a mess of tears and sobs. This means another week and a half of agonizing work. So many new mommies in the 'Pregnant" group and all I want to do is yell at the next one who says she's had her baby. I want to be, and I truly am happy for these ladies, but it's too hard.

So, bye for now. I'll be back once the baby is born.. So please stop asking.