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Thursday Aug 19, 2010

Aug 19, 2010
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Leo's horoscope for today: Today is a 7. Your favorite people become distant and vague about their desires. To clarify your role, repeat what you heard and ask if that's what they meant.
I don't think every horoscope fits everyone's day to day. I do believe they are bits of advice to help someone think. Anyone's horoscope can apply to anyone at any time. It's all about how you interpret it.

Be it totally unrealted to a horoscope, what bit of advice do you take from that?

Do I go to him and remind him of the last thing he said to me? Happy birthday doesn't count. Do I remind him the last thing he said was he hated me and this baby and never wanted anything to do with him? Should I clarify that meaning? Words aren't just words anymore. He finally will have what he wants, and that is absolutely nothing from me or us. I want to go to him and tell him, and just remind him of the hateful things he's said to me since we've been apart. People are people though, and they don't think. Not only before they speak, but they don't think before they act. There are consequences for every action, good or bad. I learned that the hard way and will live that for the rest of my life. So will he.

You know, I caught myself saying to a friend I would take him back and would love nothing more than to marry him. IF and only IF we reconciled and made things better. I thought that we'd be forever. I don't feel the same anymore. Even if he could change his heart, among other things, I just don't think I could ever love him like that again.

I feel horribly guilty about this, but I just have to..His Element thermal is coming to the hospital with me. He isn't going to know when I give birth until he finds out for himself. But, since he refuses to be there, I still want part of him there when his son is born.


I ran into Dana tonight. I love him so much. He is still such a wreck over Cole. He is so unstable and just all over the place. It made me want to cry. But if I wouldn't have had to go back to work to get my keys, and then get a craving for a salad on my way home I wouldn't have seen him. He reminded me how time heals all wounds. Yes it does.

And Aeson, you can come anytime now and I have a feeling you will be here sooner than later.You are starting to hurt mommies tummy and you are soo very strong. I can't wait for you to be here. I am terrified for the rest of my life, but our life together will be perfect. I promise.
VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
lamesauce_nox:
SOON! Sooner than you think! And then you'll miss the feeling of him in your belly, but not the feeling of being able to see your vagina!
Aug 20, 2010
lamesauce_nox:
LOL, they were only that big for the first two days. Now they're a full D. Don't worry girl, you'll be holding Aeson soon. Then you're never going to want to put him down!biggrin
Aug 20, 2010

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