missmay

Why can't we all live in the same community? I think we've had a conversation about this on here at one point in time. I am sick, SO FUCKING SICK!!! of the people around here. I know this.. I am moderately tattooed and have facial piercings and large holes in my ears. I also know it's summer and regardless of my being pregnant or not I am going to wear what I feel comfortable in. The most favorite and comfortable thing I have to wear right now is a black mini dress thats a tube top. It's just a piece of cotton really. I used to wear it all the time, only hiked up with heels. Now, I just let it hang how it's cut. If I were in highschool, I could wear it with a jacket to cover my shoulders. Why on earth, and where in hell do these women get off on making fun of me and rolling their eyes and scoffing at me when I'm doing baby shopping?! This little girl, probably 5 years old, was near me and I heard her asking her mom why couldn't they be having another baby? She then looked at me (the little girl) and said "Mommy she is having a baby!" And mom said to be quiet, and don't be loud. If I was in a t-shirt, I guarantee no snickers would have come from them. Mom and grandma would probably have gushed over how close I am to having baby. People everywhere, all the time, make over the fact I'm huge! This is the same dress I was accused of stealing something in. They thought my baby bump was merchandise. Absolutely rediculous. And the thing is, I'm not scary looking. I don't have black lips and thick black eye liner, I don't wear a dog collar and parachute d-ring pants. (I don't have anything against people who do either, it's just, well, you know how people stereotype people.) Hell, my tattoos aren't even vulgar or scary or anything like that either!! I have a pin up girl, the blessed Beatles, and a RIP tattoo on my chest for my brother.. But people are so shallow and so quick to judge. They normally move out of the way, or go out of their way to help me for the simple fact I'm a pregnant woman. But it all changes when I'm a pregnant woman covered in tattoos and piercings. The woman at the check out was even a bitch too! She was all chatty and nice to the people in line before and after me. But it comes my turn, "Hi, $29.25." No thank you, nothing. Fuck people. They are so fucking cruel it's disgusting. I'm suprised I wasn't accused of stealing something again.
And one more thing. My fucking neighbor, I want to beat his face in. It's nice weather, be outside! But please, don't sit on MY front porch, smoking 15 cigarettes an hour with 5 people. I don't care if you're loud and carrying on and having a good time, but when I have to wait on you to move so I can get out my door, put a towel in front of my door so my house doesn't smell like an ash tray, or park not in either one of my designated parking spots in front of my house, we've got problems, and you're going to hear about it if you don't stop! I swear, I heard "Right right right" out of this one man's mouth 56 times in 15 minutes. At one point I almost opened the window in the nursery and yelled down, "If I hear right right right again in the next 25 minutes I'm going to come down there and beat your face in and show you how wrong wrong wrong you are!!"
Rant over..