missmay

OMFG Just %#$^&*@%$R%@^ @^#(@(^(!@%%#)@#^*(^%$!!!
Yeah.. It's like that.
I'm really wishing I wasn't pregnant now just for the fact I could get tattooed. Marylin on my left ribcage. Can't find an image of the t-shirt the pic I want is on.. Lets see if I can find the t-shirt.. found it..



And with me.. It's not "Fall In Love" It will be, "They All Fall In Love." Cuz dammit.. They do. I'm trying my hardest to let this guy down easy. He's making it impossible for me. I thought I was attracted to him. We went out a few times, yeah he's a nice guy. He's insecure, I'm smarter than him, he doesn't have an awesome job (at all really) spends all of his free time at my bar, and really has absolutely nothing to offer me. Plus he's a flake and doesn't have much common sense. I'm trying to back off nice and slow and have made it very very VERY obvious I don't want any kind of relationship with him because I'm going to have a full time relationship here in a few weeks, but.. He doesn't get it. He gets on my damn nerves. I tell him I don't want to see you, I'm going home. I'm in a cranky mood, I'm hot, tired, and uncomfortable. I'd just like to be at home alone in the quiet as to not offend anyone. Wtf does he do? Call me, twice, and annoy the shit outta me. I can't be mean to the guy.. But how do you say "bug off, I'm not interested" without being a total bitch?!