missmay

Swimming twice in one weekend? And chinese food that he bought?! I'm a happy camper.. Went swimming Friday with Cortney and went swimming at my old RM's house today.. He bought me dinner.. I've always been fond of Scott, we have the same sense of humor. I've never really been attracted to him though. I was never allowed to, so I never looked at him like that. Man oh man.. I think I have like a school-girl crush on the guy! We weren't alone in his pool; 2 other RM's and one of them brought his 3 kids. But that lasted maybe 20 minutes and then they left. We just hung out and talked and laughed like friends. Awesome time. We got out (I had to pee) and then laid out for a little while. He asks if he can take me to dinner or if I wanted to go get something. Umm.. Sure. I like food! We got dinner, brought it back, and then talked some more. I still wasn't looking at him in any other way until he moved over to sit next to me, maybe like an hour or so after we moved inside. He got closer and closer and closer, which is only human nature. Then, he asked me to stay the night. He said I could have his bed or we could share it, or the couch is really comfy, or there's the spare bedroom. I was a little suprised. He then made sure to ask again and include the fact that I may be tired and not want to drive home. I thought about it, made a silly comment, and then just let the subject go. He eventually asked again and said "Please tell me you like to cuddle." And we have a lot in common. We both had messy break ups -his much longer ago than mine- we're looking for the same thing in a relationship -someone to spend our time with, make us feel good about ourselves, and have fun. He's looking for a 20something who is looking for a 31 year old...(thats me)- we work for the same company, and really have the same outlook on life. I'm not getting my hopes up... I'm just sayin, if I would have stayed the night I probably would have slept with him and felt bad about it tomorrow... But then felt great when we did it again.. and again.. and again... Oh and did I mention, he loves kids, wants to be a husband and a father, and has a kick ass house? He asked me to come over again next weekend, but of course I have to work. Maybe Friday? And he asked me to come to his draft party on Aug 28. He's got some pull in the company, I think I'll be able to get that night off. OOOh yeah.. And since I've worked for him, he's completely toned up. Mmm Mmm Mmm... He had his shirt off for a while, duh we were swimming.. But then proceeded to take it off again and put lotion on. . All over his tan muscular chest.. ahh and those abs, and those shoulders.. I melted, told him he looked amazing, and then got sad cuz I'm like a beached whale. He made me feel pretty good about myself tho. Telling me I looked amazing before the baby, that I look great pregnant, and that he know's I'll get my body back right away. Man I have tons of motivation to get my pre-baby body back!