missmay

Thank you day for fucking me in the ass from 6:00 on this morning.. First off, no air, they turned my breaker off last night to mess with the water heater and never turned my air back on. I didn't know that when I passed out last night and woke up in a puddle of my own sweat. (Good news I have a brand new water heater.) Then I get up to fix it and naturally have to pee. UM OOWWWIIIEEE!! It's 1:40 and still no call from the dr. I'm ready for my kidney to stop bothering me.. So it was a Darvocet at 6am.. I try to only take them at work, but I couldn't get back to sleep. Well, finally asleep I have nightmares, thank you Darvocet, and then wake up to a real nightmare. Don't fucking say sorry to me when you're not sorry! YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND AND YOU NEVER EVER WILL!! YOU'RE NOT SINGLE, ALONE, OR 6.5 MONTHS PREGNANT!! DON'T TRY TO MAKE ME FEEL BAD ANYMORE, IT'S NOT GOING TO HAPPEN. Oh, but it did... And I cried myself back to sleep so I could have more nightmares.. Plus, this just topped it all, I was scheduled to work 12-10 this weekend and was going to work 10-8 (yeah I have that kind of luxury to change my schedule like that) but I get a call and no one is scheduled on Thursday.. So that means I'm needed to close Saturday. I can't say no, who will work? So there go my plans for a trip to Columbus Saturday and there go any other plans of waking up and driving out there kind of early on Sunday if I didn't go Saturday. That's not set in stone yet, but my other option is to work 6 days this week... Only good things to come of today- 1: I have hot water, means shower. 2: I got a refund for $52 for something.. 3: That $52 is buying a tan for me because I'm extremeley pale and pasty and it's too fucking hot/humid for this pregnant gal to lay out.