missmay

I wish he'd lose my number so his existance would truly be a dream. How can someone who isn't there make me feel so low? I can't do anything anymore. I can't work, drive, eat, read, watch tv or even sleep without him on my mind. How the hell do I get myself over him? He called me and woke me up at 9:15 to tell me he read my FB and my blog and to pretty much get the fuck over it. Yes he does love this girl because she is everything I'm not. Yeah, she sure is. She's a girl who isn't here, alone, waiting for you, pregnant and in love with you. You feel obligated to tell her you love her? What a cop-out. Thank you for ruining my day. And yesterday for that matter. You have such a way with words, always have. (That was 100% sarcasm.) You've always been so cold. I hope you have fun with your Moorman and take lots of wives and have tons more children. Yes, I am bitter right now. So please, GO AWAY.