missmay

For the first time in a while, I have the calmest sense about me. Such a sense of peace. Possibly because I have to work only one day until Monday? Possibly because I slept forever last night or had an amazing night at work? It might have to do with the fact I put my claddagh back on too. AND.. For once!! I am sleepy! I'm not forcing myself to fall asleep nor am I going to fall asleep mid-sentance. I am legitimately sleepy. Big day tomorrow too.. I have to go to the Dr. I am still peeing LOTS of blood and if it's not bloody it's very dark orange. I haven't had anything but water to drink for the past week. I'm swelling at my feet and there is a pain in my back again. I think the stent is helping keep my ureter clear, but there is still some fluid in there. This worries me because my dad had/has cancer in his kidneys, then to his throat and lungs. Hopefully I can get in tomorrow. I'm about to just show up, I have paperwork I need filled out anyway. . .

OOOh, good night lovely people.

(P.S. I love you)