it feels good to feel good! i did NOTHING today. thats right, NOTHING!!! it felt good. I had a lot to do, but i have tomorrow too.. and tomorrow is almost here actually. im really hungry too.. baby keeps kicking me too. kick. kick. kick! i can go get baby's nursery set. but i realized, i dont have any furniture.. my brother burnt it all when i moved out and what was left he kept. well, im doing well for myself, better than someone i know, and i think, no I KNOW i'll be just fine! only 155 more days until the real love of my life is here.
my prayers have been answered and everytime i think of -him- i repeat my mantra. i am doing very well for myself and i have to keep remembering that. there are more important things and people in my life besides him and i have to focus on them. i am so very thankful for having my baby, and believe it or not, i prayed, day in and day out to have his child. HE answered my prayers all right. Im not sure why now, or why like this, but he gave me what i really wanted. all i need is my baby, regardless of how much his daddy will be in his life. my baby is all i need and im all my baby needs. we are going to be just fine without him.
my prayers have been answered and everytime i think of -him- i repeat my mantra. i am doing very well for myself and i have to keep remembering that. there are more important things and people in my life besides him and i have to focus on them. i am so very thankful for having my baby, and believe it or not, i prayed, day in and day out to have his child. HE answered my prayers all right. Im not sure why now, or why like this, but he gave me what i really wanted. all i need is my baby, regardless of how much his daddy will be in his life. my baby is all i need and im all my baby needs. we are going to be just fine without him.