missmay

I just can't stand it. I cant get it outta my head. I can see it now. She comes into the terminal and there he is and they fall back in love. It happens all the time. B and cort tried to make it work for Jayden. Who's to say they won't try the same? It's had me in tears now a few times and almost again now. But I can't be. When can I see and grow and know he's all mine? When are these feelings gonna go away? Are they ever? It's this fuckin pmdd. Pre-menstrual dysphoric disorder. It sucks. There's nothin I can do about it either except work out and have sex for the cramps and eat chocolate, cry- no sob, and sleep for the emotions. I need some more pain pills. I don't want to have an addiction but I need them. I'm in pain everyday. I'm just too lazy to go to the dr.

Ahh fuck it. Time to change for work.