So she says, " I wish I could get some work done, he is here to distract me." He being the guy I fell for over the summer.
Did a little pit just sink in my belly?
Yes.
Where did my work go? It's been replaced with keeping the house clean, doing the laundry, taking care of the baby.
Me two years ago would have always dressed in sluttly clothes and somehow manage to steal their phone numbers and randomly text them things about my bf. But the me now, no way. It's okay to think someone is attractive, but I'm spoken for, so those just need to stay thoughts.
I'm never on here much anymore. It makes me sad! But the person keeping me busy is the most amazing wee-man ever! My Aeson is getting so very big. I'll post some pictures once I upload them.
Just a quick update and I'm off to do a long day.
We/ve moved. I still have my apartment with all of my stuff in it. We stay... Read More
There's not much else I can say. You've done it again, life. And you did it well this time around. There's an air of peace and a feeling of truth around me these days. Finally, I actually feel as if I'm living.
Sitting in his kitchen, the one in the house of a single dad, my life flashed five years ahead. A smile and a... Read More
Life will always take you where you need to be, Sometimes it just takes awhile, Sadly, sometimes, one just runs out of time before the journey is complete, You my dear did not run out of time,
Five years ago, when you were asked where you would be in five years, what was your response? I suppose most of you wouldn't have randomly been asked this question. I, was, however, and was asked quite a few times. I graduated high school five years ago, so it was a pretty frequent question.
Where did I see my self from years from five years... Read More
five years ago I was changing careers back to what I wanted to do.... I hope your change and you will be were you want to be in the next five years... you can get through this sister.... just keep letting us know how you are doing and stay strong.
When I see those pictures of you it makes my heart hurt because I want to be the one who is putting that smile on your face. When I see the pictures of you two so happy together it makes me sad and really, it tears (tares, not teers) me up. When I see you after days, or weeks even, it feels like we were... Read More
I'm in need of a miracle, $10,000, or an answer. Today was okay, I guess. I figured out -kinda- what is going to happen with work and Aeson and everything else. I have to step down from my position at work. I'm going back to bartending. I can't work 55 hours a week with him. I'm grateful because they offered me the position; full time... Read More
I tended bar for years and it's one of the few jobs where you can not work a full 40 hours but pull down cash like you did. Plus, if you kind of "work" the patrons (putting that extra charm and effort into interaction) then that always helps too. Some days I could totally pull that off, others I wanted to crawl back into my shell and just throw drinks at the patrons without a word spoken.
The day I found out I was pregnant was not a good day. I was alone, sick as hell, and single and technically homeless. I had just split with the boyfriend of two years thru a very messy and nasty break up. I sent him a picture of the positive test at 5 am and he called me crying. We got back together instantly. We... Read More
((self ignites)) FOOSH!! 
