ended up in the hospital friday and saturday night. thinking, and knowing, there are stronger pain meds than regular vicodin. i thought they would give me some for the weekend. no, they tell me to eat more of them and start taking ibuprofen. by the time this whole ordeal is over i'm gonna have a hole in my stomach. last night helped tho. they shot...
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punknitemike:
what kind of surgery are you having? good luck with that.
sooo.. i've really been lacking on the sleep cuz im in so much freakin pain! gotta have another root canal, and im so excited about it. isnt that sad. yes.. yes it is. but.. they gave me a scrip for darvocet, 16 non-narcotic pills. and they didnt work. its 11:30-ish now and i've been up since 7 in horrible pain. i called the doc and...
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thegreatestfall:
Yikes I have had a few root Canals they are no fun at all. Sorry to hear about the pain.
katieokiedokie:
Vicodine can be VERY addictive.. I know I'm addicted! I have been for almost 4 years!! Once you get hooked you crave them FOREVER..so be very careful with that..
everytime i try to close my eyes and sleep my mind races. i try to focus on the sound of the rain hitting the window. makes me think of the tin roof outside my window. i'd open my window just to hear it. then i'd curl up and cry myself to sleep thinkin of my dad. and thinkin of going to see fosse and the...
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siiix:
Love your profile pic. I have an ex originally from...oh wow....Starts with and F. I can't believe I totally forgot the name of that burb of Dayton. Over by Beavercreek. That's kinda cool actually. I have to say it's nice to have forgotten things about her!
Good luck with staying clean. It's been little more than two months for me. Doing pretty good. Trying to focus on more important things, like getting a job I like.
Love is out there. I never thought it was or even cared till I met my most recent ex. As brokenhearted and hurt as I am, I still want it. Kinda just waiting for it to find me. In the meantime, I'll focus on that job thing, I guess.
Fairborn! Shit. Yea, that's where she is originally from. It's been like 9 years since we split up. I think I'll go throw up now and try to kill those memories dead.
Good luck with staying clean. It's been little more than two months for me. Doing pretty good. Trying to focus on more important things, like getting a job I like.
Love is out there. I never thought it was or even cared till I met my most recent ex. As brokenhearted and hurt as I am, I still want it. Kinda just waiting for it to find me. In the meantime, I'll focus on that job thing, I guess.
Fairborn! Shit. Yea, that's where she is originally from. It's been like 9 years since we split up. I think I'll go throw up now and try to kill those memories dead.
i cant get drunk like that anymore. i do really irrational things and spend the next day apologizing. i walked a mile( haha literally) up hill in the snow, 5 inches mind you, at 7 am just cuz i didnt wanna be where i was. i blew off my man, (cant use the b word, he'll freak out) so we could go play rock band....
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i have a horrible hangover. 
a few things.. i dropped my phone in the toilet and ruined it. BUT!! i outsmarted the phone company and that little liquid indicator that changes color, i took it off and put something else there. hah. so i get my new blackberry either tomorrow or friday. i feel so lost without it!
and. .. i have to have more surgery on my mouth. hooray....
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and. .. i have to have more surgery on my mouth. hooray....
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wildy:
I made the same trick when it happened to me!
its really intelligent!
its really intelligent!
missmay:
very nice! only now. . . my sim card didnt save my numbers and i dont have a phone book anymore! oh well, i guess its a sign to make new friends. hah!
OFF TO WORK...
YUCK
OFF TO WORK...
YUCK
i got new tattoos! if i ever shoot again, which im so ready but cant communicate with my photographer. . . you might get to see them! 
punknitemike:
lets see your new tattoos!
its officially official. i need to rant. and i need to rant something fierce. there is way too much on my mind for my own good. i am flying off the handle. the fact that im getting over an addiction to pain pills doesnt help at all either. the ex is suicidal and im being brought in the middle and then dragged around. my family...
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punknitemike:
it ya ever need to chat, don't hesitate to hit me up. im a good person to vent to.
he makes me squirt!? can anyone explain to me what that is? its like i have the most amazing orgasm and then im in a river. i dont know that is but i love it!!!
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sweetteef:
it is called a g-spot orgasm
missmay:
its fucking amazing and he does it everytime. i cant help it! thanks.......... 
i think i have found a guy. the best, the greatest guy. he is what i look for physically, emotionally and sexually . i have known him for six days and i think i am in love. as i am typing this he is all i can think of. oh, and keep loving my pictures!! there are more to come, i hope!! wow, i think...
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missmay:
haha, i was drunk last night when i wrote that, but its still kinda true. just not so strong!!! 
ps im naked
ps im naked
i think i just felt my right nipple fall to the floor.
tis are froze, im gettin in bed. ha, at 4 in the damn afternoon.
tis are froze, im gettin in bed. ha, at 4 in the damn afternoon.
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missmay:
we've tried to get mine hired. when they would hire him we tried to bring a lawsuit against them for race.. just cuz he's black!! 
satom:
how did that work out? LOL
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