for the love of jeebus!! 'you're so vein, i bet you think this blog is about you.."
Its a boy! He gets excited when I talk to dustin. Well I'm pretty sure he knows I feel better when I talk to him. God, I wish I had a button to take this all away, except the baby of course. I want to quit my job and fly out to be with him. I have to let him go! I can't! I'm in...
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I don't have anyone to confide in any longer. I don't have a computer and this site it too large for my iPhone, too much data!! Wish they would come out with an app or at least a mobile site. Oh well, I'll make due for now. If you haven't guessed, I'm pregnant. My due date is October 4, 2010. I didn't want to tell...
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xxsullen_girlxx:
i totally understand what your going through I am married to my babys father but we seperated 3 days defore i found out i was pregnant and when i told him he could care less i am now 5 months and still no support and he still doesnt care even and to top it off when i found out my baby has some complications that could be serious he had no response i feel so alone in this i just keep hoping the doctors find out whats wrong with my baby soon
harlequinromance:
Good luck with your pregnancy! sounds like you are doing better than me 
cant really cook anymore. just down. but maybe things pick up in the second trimester? I am due ten days after you! how exciting 
men dont understand what women have to go through. all the ups and downs. support is greatly needed and yet so hard to come by. so sorry to hear about the guy. you deserve a wonderful man who loves u as much as u love him!
cant really cook anymore. just down. but maybe things pick up in the second trimester? I am due ten days after you! how exciting men dont understand what women have to go through. all the ups and downs. support is greatly needed and yet so hard to come by. so sorry to hear about the guy. you deserve a wonderful man who loves u as much as u love him!october 4, 2010... just wait and see! you're gonna love it.
heartbaker:
That's a long time to wait
milosweet:
thats a mighty long time away
this whole not having access to a computer sucks. i mean i do, its just the computer is in someones bedroom.
holy cow. can i please go one day without being sick? just one? every time i wake up im nauseous for about 3 hours. i puke my ass off and then im starving! and then i puke my ass off again.. and then im...
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holy cow. can i please go one day without being sick? just one? every time i wake up im nauseous for about 3 hours. i puke my ass off and then im starving! and then i puke my ass off again.. and then im...
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The song According to You describes my current situation, except there really is no other he. It's just everyone else but you.
The song According to You describes my current situation. There is no other he, really, it's everyone else but you.
I have come to the realization I will be alone, forever. I have no friends. I have no one to call and go out with. The one person I truly want doesn't want me, and it's my fault. I have not come to accept this fact, and am still sobbing every moment I am alone- at work, the bathroom, the car, walking, home. I hate...
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timhunterbrown:
it sucks ass to feel all alone. I feel for you, Hope its gets better for you Benjie ....
xxsullen_girlxx:
I have felt like that its horriable i still feel like that sometimes...HUGS
i didnt know one person could cry so many tears. you'd think i'd be dehydrated by now.. its been over 48 hours. i dont want to be without him but i cant stand to be with him. how does the heart hurt so?
its not fair and i know that. but i am allowed to bitch about it, right? he's not losing anything. i made a mistake. he made a decision to walk out of here. im ready for him to be gone. some of the things he said to people when it happened. he showed his true colors. immediately turning to the psycho who thinks she is...
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zombiepuncher:
bad break ups suck.
....i hope you work through it !!!!
....i hope you work through it !!!!d day is in 26 days. today was the start of it all.
i bought my first pair of skinny jeans. well, theyre not jeans.... so skinny pants? i tried to wear them once when i was a chunk, didnt work. these are hott. i got a whole outfit and its suupppeer cute. i'll have to take a pic and upload it. and guess where it all came from?! wal-mart. love. that. freakin. place. i was bored! we...
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missmay:
ya, its good. really good actually
sofreshsoclean:
Well, looking at your pics, I don't think you ever needed to lose any weight, you're still hot. But if you feel more "you" now, that's all that matters. Still, I hope to God - for your man's sake - that none of it came out of your ass. Because, if your sets are an indication, it's quite remarkable. Hot damn.