missmay

If I didn't absolutely need this job right now I would quit.. I would have quit like yesterday. OMG I hate Tuesdays! Look, I'm not racist by any means. I believe people are what people are and there are different names for different trash from each walk of life. I just so happen to have an issue with the people who come in on Tuesdays...
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Thank you day for fucking me in the ass from 6:00 on this morning.. First off, no air, they turned my breaker off last night to mess with the water heater and never turned my air back on. I didn't know that when I passed out last night and woke up in a puddle of my own sweat. (Good news I have a brand new...
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WOW. What a long day. Boy am I exhausted. Didn't get to sleep until 12:30am. Got up for work at 3:45am.. Cold shower helped me wake up a little for work. Luckily I have a brand new water heater sitting in my living room which is being put in tomorrow. The day just went by soo slow at work, and I even left 15 minutes...
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It's Sunday!!! Man oh man am I a little antsy. But totally in a good way. I hope I act right. LOL. Before he comes over, I gotta go get a vacuum cleaner. And maybe a kitchen table. He already knows to make fun of my small t.v. and is bringing me a big one! I think I have a crush... He likes me, and...
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I am gonna eat some breaded chicken from work. Lets see if I break out tonight.
Long ass day at work, but I'm one day closer to Sunday!
I have to stop being so hard on myself. I'm missing out because I'm holding on to something that was never there.
I can't believe it's been almost a year since Cole left us. I cried the...
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Ew..
I keep peeing, um.. stuff. Like things.. Lol, not sure what they are. I think its fluid from my kidney, but it's all like.. clotty.. and looks like kidney.. I dunno. I'm making a dr's apt tomorrow.
I think I'm allergic to our grease or our breading. I haven't had anything breaded in a few days and I haven't had any hives.
Here's what...
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Starting tomorrow (Wednesday) I have to start recording everything I eat. I've been breaking out in horrible hives through the night. Years ago we determined it was a nickel allergy because it seemed to only happen after I ate spinach. It happens 5 out of 7 nights a week now! At first we thought it was something at work, then we thought it was a...
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My 'sister' came over today with my nephews. One is my nephew by blood the other is not. She and I were bff in highschool and then she got with my brother. She and I went our seprate ways and she is now married to a guy I used to date in hs. She is my brother's baby's mama.. LOL, so for lack of a...
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Such a range of emotions, but I'm on such a high, I can't let anything get me down. Where to begin? WIth the good or the bad? How about a mixture.. The hot water got fixed while I was at work. YAY, finally a hot shower. I'm not peeing soo much blood anymore, and it doesn't hurt that bad anymore either. But, Aeson is sitting...
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No hot water = no good shower before work.. Guess I'm just gonna have to do my hair up instead of wash it and straighten it.. Got me some extra time to kill.
I'm thinkin I might opt for a spray tan until I can get outside for a little sun.. I just hope I don't end up like Orangina...New bikini belly pictures. I don't...
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I think I'm going to hire a whore.. Yup. That'll do the trick. Ha..
How can it be that such a sexual creature like me, hasn't gotten any, or wanted any from any of these random guys? OOh, I forgot it's beacause I have morals and values and won't hook up with a random guy while his baby is inside me.. Sometimes I'm silly..
I'm...
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I wish he'd lose my number so his existance would truly be a dream. How can someone who isn't there make me feel so low? I can't do anything anymore. I can't work, drive, eat, read, watch tv or even sleep without him on my mind. How the hell do I get myself over him? He called me and woke me up at 9:15 to...
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