missmay

My goodness I am an awesome girlfriend.. Well, if I was someone's girlfriend, I would be awesome. Ha.. Nothing like a home cooked meal, homemade brownies and ice cream, a movie and a foot massage, a nice walk to the fireworks, and pretty lady on your arm. Don't get me wrong, I got something in return for that foot massage. I think that was the...
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So.. Um.. Baby Aeson.. I think you are evicted. You have 30 days to be gone or pay up mister. I mean, I know the original lease says you have at least 88, but seriously, the shananigens you have started here recently are too much. The neighbors are starting to complain. I mean really.. We don't agree on anything anymore. You make me crave chocolate,...
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wow that girl is a bitch!

and um.. i want to punch the boys i work with in the face..

day off tomorrow.

yay.

Why does this song make me happy?! It's not a happy song!!! But I want to shout it at the top of my lungs! And well, I have been for a couple days. God bless I love Freddie Mercury. His voice is/was so pure. I found the best radio station on Pandora: Queen Radio. I heard Somebody to Love playing at work the other night...
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I think I'm going to try my hand at this sex story thing. It's the closest thing to the real thing I'm gonna get. I just don't know how to start. It all sounds so cheesey. Sounds wonderful in my head, but then I try to get it out... and.. crap. Cheeseball of the century.
Here goes nothing.

It's like I need a prompt. ....
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Today was...

today was hard.
it was long.
ha, it was long and hard.
normally i like long and hard things.
i did not like today.
today started at 6:44am.
yesterday ended at 3:02am.
work started at 8:46am.
work ended at 8:18pm.
an employee dissapointed me.
he backed out of being a trainer.
it's his choice.
i was let down.
i get let down a...
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Well, Chinese food is good. So is laying out in my bikini. Seeing old friends is nice too, even if it is for only a few minutes.
Crying is not so good. I've done a lot of that today. I bet you're both happy about that one. You're happy because I'm miserable and you're happy because you're off the hook.
I don't think I'll be...
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Who the fuck was I kidding? Yeah, I thought someone would actually want something more from me than my sex.. My sister got with her husband when she was 5 months pregnant. That gave me hope. It just reminds me how much I miss my Dustin and want him so bad. I need to stop torturing myself. I sometimes wish I wasn't pregnant, then I...
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Don't read this if you don't want to read about a sexual experience of mine. A friend has sent me some stories and asked me about one of my own. This is what came out. I had to share it.

There is so much I want to say to him but I will never give him that gratification. He doesn't deserve it and I am 100% confident in saying that.


I am exhausted. No zoo today.. I guess it will still be there the next time I go to Columbus, whenever that may be! A very long, hot, mosquito-bite filled walk through the Blendon Metropark...
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One day, someone will mean these words when speaking of me.

You're a falling star.
You're the getaway car.
You're the line in the sand when I go to far.
You're the swimming pool on an August day.
And you're the perfect thing to say.
And you play it coy,
but it's kinda cute.
When you smile at me you know exactly what you do....
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