after a few edits..
I'm just...
I need someone to lay my head on and use them to hold me up. I need someone to tell me it's going to be fine and hold my hand until I can walk on my own. I don't need sex, I don't need any of that because I don't have it in me.
I just need a lot of things right now that aren't available, so I'll hold my head down for a bit and slink along until I can walk on my own. I'll be my own hero.
![frown](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/frown.cec081026989.gif)
princesst:
Awww. I am sorry. Here is a hug from me to you!
tadkil:
It will be fine.