missleila

it's almost one a.m. , goodbye birthday! Just got stumped on filling out my taxes because, WHY??, I CANT FIND MY EFFING ID!! oh wow. its not that i'm missing paperwork. its something as simple as i need my drivers license number and expiration date. also, i got my denial email from SG today. "we cannot use you on the site at this time", and that made me kinda sad, but i will try again once i get a pro photo shoot done. which will be when it warms up. so today was just like any other day, when nothing goes the way i want it to and i cant be a responsible citizen cuz i loose shit all the time. BUT on the flip side, i DID go play blackjack today with my friends money and came out on top and lookin gr8.. but THAT is all to make up for me not working this week! so... in the end... its just a normal average day. i wish something spectacular would happen . oh and i also just tried to break up with my boyfriend, but decided i'll take the ease out of it slowly approach. i wish i could drink tonite. or this weekend. but i'm 113 days sober AND COUNTING!