misskel

Well, I saw my x-boyfriend today I don't think he saw me he was sitting on the side walk with his dog and I was driveing by. I got really scared when I saw him. But after a wile I really wanted to see him fuck hes like a drug. So I went to look for him and he was gone. I haven't had any contact with him for several mounths. We had a bad brake up wel a bad relationship we were strongest when he was in jail. I had to leave him because of our son I didn't want him to see his mom bet up if it was just me I'd stay and fight sad really. I don't even know why I love this guy. Maby its because he is the only person I have had sex with! I hate myself for loveing him. I wish he could control himself so I could see him he alwas gose crazy when I vist. I wish we could be friends he is my best friend but he can't get over me he is still so posesitve. god awwwww when do I miss him so much!!! And it is hard to stay way from him because he is still bagging me to come back! SORRY I JUST CANT TELL ANYBODY THIS STUFF BECAUSE EVERY BODY IN MY LIFE WANTS HIM IN JAIL OR TO STAY OUT OF MY LIFE !!