I think I need to break up with Jonny. I think I love him but hes holding me back. I never do anything anymore. My life has become so boring. I miss all the adventures I use to get up to.
I think it will be hard to leave him as ill regret it straight away andthere will be some big lows but I think in the end the highs will be worth it.
I cant remember the last time I had a high or felt inspired to do anything. I havent grown in ages, its like ive lost all creativity since being with him. Little things upset me these dayys. Like we went out to dinner and I couldnt find parking and I got all stressed coz I knew he was getting mad. WHY DID I CARE? Its not easy finding parking in auckland, ths just the way of life, no need for him or I to get shitty about it. How pathertic you know?
How do I break up with him without seeing him? should I still go see him? I runing out of money and need a job soon coz I dont wana use up the money I use to go traveling.
If I stay home I can get a job and have money but then I might always wonder what would of happened if I had gone.
I dunno what to do
I really like him but neither of us are happy. As depressing as it is to admit, I think hes only with me coz its better for him to be with me than to not. Like he just like to have a girl. I wish he just admit it so I could move on.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pBKx8PyE5qQ
I found the perfect song for how I feel
I think it will be hard to leave him as ill regret it straight away andthere will be some big lows but I think in the end the highs will be worth it.
I cant remember the last time I had a high or felt inspired to do anything. I havent grown in ages, its like ive lost all creativity since being with him. Little things upset me these dayys. Like we went out to dinner and I couldnt find parking and I got all stressed coz I knew he was getting mad. WHY DID I CARE? Its not easy finding parking in auckland, ths just the way of life, no need for him or I to get shitty about it. How pathertic you know?
How do I break up with him without seeing him? should I still go see him? I runing out of money and need a job soon coz I dont wana use up the money I use to go traveling.
If I stay home I can get a job and have money but then I might always wonder what would of happened if I had gone.
I dunno what to do
I really like him but neither of us are happy. As depressing as it is to admit, I think hes only with me coz its better for him to be with me than to not. Like he just like to have a girl. I wish he just admit it so I could move on.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pBKx8PyE5qQ
I found the perfect song for how I feel
heartbaker:
Folllow your heart
missinnocence:
Aw thanx for reading. Its always nice to get advice 